January 1, 2005

Today is the start of a New Year, and I can't be any happier that it is here. It has been a very tough year. After trying for so long to have a baby, and then finally getting pregnant, and losing Lucas just 10 weeks too early. It is hard, and has been very hard. The depression has really gotten to me, and have had to seek counseling to get through it. Hopefully the new year will bring closure and peace to us.