As the summer approaches, it brings up a lot of milestones. I will be turning 35, Ed will be 34, Bodie will be 3...wow, where did the time go. We also will be in the fifth year of Lucas' passing. Five years..wow, sometimes it feels like just yesterday! The emotions are still raw, but at the same time, I can talk about Lucas until I am blue in the face. This will be the fourth anniversary of our first March For Babies (formerly Walk America) for the March of Dimes. I am so happy that we have been able to create Troop Lucas, and raise some much needed funds! Beyond the money, is the group of people that walk with us. They are so supportive and are such great people. For me, I know that no one can understand what we have been through. Even Ed and I had different experiences. Each loss is different for each person. I still miss Lucas to this day, and some of my emotions get the best of me as the anniversary gets closer.
Like I tell myself and I have learned...you don't get over it. You just learn to live with it.
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